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my head is big [22 Mar 2009|09:23pm]
i have a big head and i dont know what to do about it?
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[24 Jul 2006|09:30pm]


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[06 May 2006|11:31am]
somebody. not naming any names. told carl something rather stupid. And whoever told them obviously didnt understand the full situation of it. And they obviously dont know how carls mind works. And they have potentially distroyed my relationship with my best friend forever. so fuck you you fucking retard slut.

dont spread bullshit you dont understand.
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[23 Jan 2006|08:56pm]

good old rita hayworth.

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[28 Dec 2005|03:34am]
[ mood | apathetic ]

These are undisputedly the most beautiful lyrics and song I have ever heard. I have been playing it over and over and I just want it to stay in my mind, hopefully no one feels like this when I'm gone.

fuck I'm dumb. I haven't done what they told me because it was impossible and now I am a mess and its like 3.42 in the morning and I feel dead. and hollow.

I wanna cut my hair off. or my head off.

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Columbia Records
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Everyone who wants access must comment. [13 Jul 2005|10:37am]
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Just some scribblings I did in the ward. [12 Jul 2005|09:07am]
[ mood | sleepy ]


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These boots were made for stomping. [11 Jul 2005|07:21pm]

      I am free!

bloodlust was fun fun. I am so glad to be free from horrid hall ward, poor emily is still in there : (

I am going to make these next few days a blast to make up for lost time. I missed everyone when I was there.

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[07 Jul 2005|05:46pm]


             I love hanging out with the creepy anorexics. They make me feel like a whale.


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[05 Jul 2005|06:16pm]
lets make that... helen wont be getting out of here until after next weekend. At least emily is there - what a creepy twist of fate.
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welcome to my monkey house. [03 Jul 2005|01:58pm]

I am not allowed the internet there. I have a day pass, it almost feels like freedom. Looks like I will be staying longer then tuesday. : (

and I am not allowed friend visitors.

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[29 Jun 2005|12:30pm]
hey people, i am in hall ward at westmead. come visit - I'll be here til tuesday
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my eyes are crusted with jewls. [26 Jun 2005|08:41pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

       I love the feeling of the world going circles.

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joker [26 Jun 2005|09:34am]
[ mood | cynical ]

Incomprehensible irrational fear of moving forwards, going backwards, looking up.

The world is full of noise, lack of peace. Disturbed night.

Is it wrong to want attention in your darkest hour, because thats all it is.

The world full of dull ache...  grinding to a hault.

Everyones eyes on you like seagulls, waiting for your next move.

Make my next move my last move. Win the game, loose the game.

Turn the tape player down and tune your radio to a different frequency.

where will I be when we meet again?

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, an apology, a fear, a love. Anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ have to say.
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polly pocket in my bum [23 Jun 2005|04:16pm]
[ mood | cynical ]


This is part of a picture I did today, the original looks different, and there is a bit more too it. I am desperately trying to be compasionate to everyone - a characher trate that I somewhat lack. Parent teacher night tonight - I know what they will say, good student, never turns up, very capable, doesnt do work. I only managed to get interveiws with art/english/history/science. I promise that i will do better next term!! I hope my promise is kept. But to be honest I was hardly at school (through no fault of my own) enough to complete anything. Don't get me wrong I love school I love learing and I love education. jeez I am a nerd. charcol is lovely but its messy and because I am left handed I smudge it the fuck everywhere. I wouldnt give up being left handed for the world though - us leftys are infinately cooler.

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[22 Jun 2005|09:12pm]
God I am such an abhorrent child. My mother cleaned my room and I got angry because I may reffer to my room as structured mess. I then went into her room and moved everything around and she was quite distraught. I then wrote REDRUM on the wall opposite her mirror.
good times had by all.
I will clingwrap her to the bed tonight as she sleeps.
My room (now, as alterd by me) has all the furniture in one area pressed against the boarded up window like a cubby house.
I need a bath and I have a nose bleed still.
oh how I want a magical princess dress for the formal!
Romance isnt for the weak. Or the week.
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Surround yourself with something beautiful. [22 Jun 2005|07:44pm]
[ mood | I have a nose bleed. ]

I found a puppy today. Not a woof woof one but a " hi my names puppy," one.

That was interesting, I havent seen him in ages.

I had so so much candy, and I met some nice people and had a bonfire.

I am bloody scared shittless about this whole history assignment thing.


I call this one  In search of lost time.

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psuedo-happy [21 Jun 2005|06:48pm]

A book is such a good friend. you dont have to laugh at his jokes or pretend to be interested when he is boring, there are no pretences and he expects nothing in return. No single aspect of your relationship is a lie and you never have to see him when you dont want too. I love books. I have a similar relationship with my computer.

I dont have anyone to shop with or anyone to lecture about anarcha-feminism anymore.

Books dont give you feedback, but sometimes thats a nice escape. People are so constantly judgemental. My dreams hold so much but I cant desipher what they are trying to say...perhaps to slow down. Dreams are just your brain sorting out all the new information and events in your life, my dreams are so fast paced, manic and bizzar. Thats why I think a holiday is in order. somewhere that no one can find me. Only problem is the weather.

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meercats [21 Jun 2005|03:28pm]

good old scanning. how I missed thee.

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sweet dreams and flying machines [20 Jun 2005|06:22pm]
[ mood | like a meat hook ]

Today carl and I ran away to the zoo and had a fabulous time. - The orangotans were the best by far, massive and orange.

The grounds keeper chucked us out of my gym. - He is mean and old and no one loves him. Everyone in my housing complex is fat.

I get to go and check out the beds and learning facilities of Rivendell this week. - My vampirefreaks profile was deleted because I was mean to the goths.

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